Stay

Verse 1:
As I walk through the halls
I know you're walking right beside me
When I feel so alone
You wisper in my ear

Verse 2:
When my pillow is soaked with my tears
You're sitting there capturing them in your hands
When I'm singing to you
You dance to the melody
You never leave me

Chorus:
Even if I run and hide,
You seek me, You know where I am
Even if my bed is made in darkness
You make your bed there too
When I doubt and curse and run away
You say to me "I'll never leave you.
No matter what you say, I stay."

Verse 3:
Your presence, it surrounds me
Everywhere, anywhere that I go
Your hand is holding mine
Ever trusting guide

Verse 4:
I cry out your name
To help me, to save me from the enemy
You gird your waist and take your sword
And fight the battle for me
You never leave me
(Chorus)

Bridge:
I stay, I hold your hand
I carry you through the dryest season
I stay, because my death was not in vain
It was for you, I died to be with you
I will always love you
I stay, I stay
(Chorus)

Ending:
I want you here
I want you here
Stay here with me, Jesus
You're welcome here
Please stay, be near
No matter what I say

Stay.


~Written and Composed by Haley D. Gurr

:)

sucker

Yah so savanna was right. I'm a sucker for surveys.


What do you wanna be when you grow up?
~ I want to make a difference in people's lives i guess. married, a job that I'm happy with and doing music. <3


Do you have a crush on anyone?
~ sigh......

What's the prettiest part of your body?
~ my FACE. nah jk its actually my eyes. they are BAALUUUEE!

Do you think you'll ever get married?
~ i would like to think so.

What do you want your wedding song to be?
~ There's a couple. Are you ready?...: "You are so Beautiful" by Danny Gokey, "I must've done something right" by Relient K, "Daughters of Jerusalem" by...someone. there's more but hey. I'm 16. I have a while to think about this stuff

If you could go anywhere in the world right now, where would you go?
~ Australia. to see my awesome cousin rock her internship. And...plus...Gerard Butler and Keith Urban are from there. Duh.

If you were stranded on a desert island,what 2 things would you take with u?
~ my friends so I wouldn't be lonely, and my cats so I would have something to eat...and to keep me company as well

Movie you wished you had starred in?
~ not too much into acting. I like being part of the setup.

Who is the coolest person you know?
~ Dang.... probably Beth Grommesch. She's insanely cool and I can always ask her for advice. Savanna Nickels because she is dang funny and I've always been envious of her talents and happiness

Who do you know of that you wanna meet, but you've never met?
~ hahahaha yep and I hope he never reads this. and Third Day and Bethany Dillion.

Whats the best class you ever took?
~ I don't know. I'm really looking forward to French next year

Is there someone that you cant stop thinking about that doesnt know it?
~ I don't ALWAYS think about him/her. but that would be stupid and juvenile. Amen

what song is in your head right now?
~ "Love don't live here anymore" by Lady Antebellum

What did you eat for breakfast this morning?
~ toast and my moms homemade, coffee-maker-made coffee.

Do you love your mom?
~ insanely

Do you love your dad?
~ yes even though he can be difficult

Do you love your siblings?
~ yes, even though I am probably really impatient with them

Do you get along better with men or women?
~ I can get along with just about everyone, whether guy or girl. but I mostly talk to girls.

smooth or crunchy?
~ crunchy. how I like my PB

White or wheat?
~ white. my stepmom is afraid I'll die from white bread poisoning because apparently they have DEADLY toxins in them to make them white...

Aliens or Ghosts?
~ um...I love avatar so definately blue, tall aliens

Favorite movie?
~ I LOVE Pride and Prejudice but there's more

favorite drink?
~ iced tea. not sweet or watery. nice and STRONG. how I like my men. hahaha jk

Favorite city?
~ that town in Pennsylvania with all the Amish. Its SO pretty!

Favorite store?
~ Marshalls, American Eagle, Ross, and JC Penny's

Addictions?
~ writing songs lately.... Its wierd

Favorite food?
~ I love peach bubble tea. and Outback side caesar salads

Favorite animal?
~ SAVE THE WHALES

Think of a number between 1 and 10.
~ 9?

Have you ever been to mexico?
~ .....I hear that as soon as the freeway hits mexico it turns into a dirt road. haha so racist. jk. I've always wondered. If I snuck into mexico would I be an illegal immigrant? oh snap!! there I go again!

Do you obssess over little things?
~ yes.

Do you have any tatoos?
~ "I disected a worm once."

Do you have any peircings?
~ my little, lopsided ears.

What is your ethnic background?
~ Svedish (the blood of vikings!) and Hungarian.

Have you ever broken anyones heart?
~ Oh ya. PLAYAAA!!!

Has anyone ever broken your heart?
~ ya. but that was junior high. I was stupid. and short

Do you refer to anyone as "the one that got away"?
~ i call my cats that all the time

Republican or democrat?
~ SHUT UP!!!!!

what's your favorite word?
~ epic.... =)

what's your favorite restaurant?
~ Olivers. because the lady there knows me by my hairdo and what I order. A classic turkey sandwich and a peach bubble tea.

What color are your underwear right now?
~ green with white hearts.....is it wierd that I know that?

If you could join one band, what would it be?
~ START MY OWN

Favorite male vocalist?
~ I have to agree with savanna that the lead singer of Capital lights but I personally love Mac Powell. his voice is uhhh....delicious?

Favorite female vocalist?
~ I love Kim Walker

Favorite body part on a guy/girl?
~ I love the eyes. and if you have dimples.. BONUS

What your ideal mate should look like?
~ I don't know.... someone that isn't too cute cause then I would feel like I would have to compete with him whenever we went anywhere

What your ideal mate should act like?
~ A funny guy that acts himself all the time that loves God, loves me, and someone I could call my best friend.

Do you love yourself?
~ somethimes.

Do you love your friends?
~ OMG. you have no idea!

The vague past of the future

Yep thats right. soon enough, not long from now, I will start growing gray hair (If i grow any at all) and my teeth will fall out (oh wait.....they're already doing that) and I will have desperate dimensia (....gotcha. that hasn't happened to me yet.)

I went job hunting, officially taking flight from the nest of living under the finacial umbrella of my parental units.

I probably applied to 782,983,669,286,687,278,898,264 different places. And thats just in the span of about 20 miles from my moms to my dads.

I keep on wanting to say "I signed up at this place..."

BAD FORM is what my mum says. you don't say "sign up" you say "apply".

OH GOSH!!

Why is it that I am an idiot when it comes to living life but I'm really good at Algebra 2?

Darn you Mr. Bracher!

And you can thank my low self esteem to my dad. He always says I act like my heads in the clouds and don't have life skills.

YAY FOR MY SELF ESTEEM.

anyways this ones short.

the wonders of the emery cat (as seen on tv)

So if you haven't seen it on tv then the emery cat is a cat scratcher that files at their nails. It has catnip (cat crack) infused in its special card board...thing.

Any ways, we were tired of them clawing their nails on our furniture and floor so we went to the pet shop to get a cat scratcher. HAHA they're wrestling right now! So cute!

Ahem. Back on topic, we went to the pet store and looked around and found this emery cat thing and we thought "Cool. It comes with a toy!" So we bought it.

Also, funny story at the checkout counter. The guy that was checking us out was your typical dude which couldn't find a better job so settled at pet's mart because of his pet pit bull named "Monster Killer" or something that ate stray children for breakfast (obviously I have seen The Sandlot too many times.).

He had the emo look: piercings taking up about every body part on his face and he was just not the spunkiest volunteer in the nursery. Well he almost charged us like a whole 50 bucks more than what we were buying! It was insane! My mom caught that it was hecka too much and he was like, "Oh....better take that off."

My mom was smoking mad. it was really hilarious hearing her complain all the way home but on the verge of annoying.

Anyways, we get home and open the emery cat, hoping that they would use it. We let them out and all they did with it was sniff it and than went crazy over the cheap-o toy that came with it!! The could care less about the awesome scratching post that cost us 20 buckaroo's but went after the stupid feather like it was God or something.

Ugh. and just now, I had to pry Claussen off of the back of the couch!! I actually gave him a yelling! I said "YOU UNGRATEFUL FUZZY MAMMAL!! YOU GET YOUR DANG NAILS ON THAT STUPID EMERY CAT RIGHT NOW OR SO HELP ME I WILL PULL YOUR NAILS STRAIGHT OUT OF YOUR PAW RIGHT NOW!!"

I picked him up and threw him on the emery board. Then I yelled at him as he flew "IT HAS FREAKING CATNIP!! HOW CAN YOU RESIST DRUGS?!!"

he stood up and walked off.

I feel so unappreciated.

its on...

So I have officially waged war against my friend savanna to see who could make the most random posts.

Sooooooo.....

The pickle danced to the sound of the cave master beatboxing to Michael Jackson when he came to life and made me pancakes. They were marionberry and I hated the blue polka dot dress that Mr. Penguin hiccuped into existence on November 6th 1853. My hair was green then. the sound of hills were filled with photos of Julie Andrews. But then it happened....WHACK!!! He unfell asleep on the tope of the silver mixing bowl with a mountain of cookie dough. AHA! Eureka! Bamboozle! Mukapokkapookapocka!

BEAT THAT!!

Anyways, this week was good. I was just mowing my lawn and Gerard and his enteurage of dudes were outside playing basketball watching me awkwardly mowing my lawn. I was so embarrased because I looked gross and so did my lawn.

I wish that my lawn didn't have any weeds and i never had to mow it cause then I could just be happy in life without ever thinking about my lawn being a downer to my whole neighborhood.

Cause my lawn makes my family look like people who really don't care for their lawn, which is true. But I always know how I get annoyed at people who have icky lawns. So I can just imagine what my neighbors must think of our monstrosity of a lawn. sigh.

Well I'm done and tired

woho

So I;m gonna right something in 2 minutes that will be completely random. Here we go!

So today the chick ate my sandwich that had penguins and polar bears fighting for their live in a sandy wonderland with licorice and pompoms.

Ok thats the bell! gtg

Bloviate...... oh the irony

So I know its been like 15 years since i last blogged. but blogging is like knitting. You get really excited about it for a while and then it gets tiring and you run out of things to say (or knit?) and you just chill for a while. So thats what I did. took a vacation from my blogging relationship.

Anyways, so I went on the random word generator and the random word was "Bloviate."


Hmmmmmm. curious? I think so.

Actually i was really bored with the word and wanted a new one but I was stuck with it. So I went in a dictionary and found out that bloviate means to write and/or speak in a pompous manner. right then I got confused. How can someone tell if your writing pompously. Here let me try. I'm going to type a random sentance and see if it looks pompous.

So I went to the store and bought Mr. Bracher a pineapple but it turns out that he is allergic to them. How sad is that?

.......See? I see no difference in the way i normally write and the way I just bloviated. its a myth.

So also with my adventures into the math world with mr. Bracher, Right now we're learning how to see how many combinations you can make out of something.

EUREKA!!! Is it true? "finally something useful," you might say?

Well its true. Like say you went to this frozen yogurt store and you can pick a type of yogurt, fruit, and nut to go in it. With a special formula, you can find out how many combinations you can make depending on what you can get in each category! I don't know about you but that is always something I wanted to figure out how to do!

Like I would take 4 random numbers and see how many combinations I could get with them. Yes, I know, my mommy thinks I'm special.

So ya. tata for now?

why did i put a question mark after that! sorry! so stupid. its not like I'm gonna die and never see you again. don't want to mislead. ok lets do this right.

*clears throat majestically#

ok. so ya. tata for now!!!!!

YAYA