I have indeed have felt the pangs of loneliness recently. I don't really see my friends very often and I just find myself wasting time doing nothing when I could be doing something productive.
Thats why I'm fat. I do nothing alot and get so lonely I sit with a box of cookies and just EAT THEM. EAT THEM ALL. KILL THE ANIMAL COOKIES!
But then I get more sad because I realize the animal cookies, even though broken and being digested in my stomach are still together with their friends in my stomach.
Curse you animal cookies!
Ever since I heard my Pastor Gordon speak on wisdom and all that it brings (peace, righteousness, riches, favor, happiness) I've been praying for wisdom like crazy.
Well not like crazy, but just more often than I did before.
Ugh. I am sorry if my blog is no longer interesting to read anymore.
Like I said earlier, its like my diary now.
And it does feel good to get it out somewhere.
We FALL down
We get up
Thursday, March 24, 2011
Tuesday, March 15, 2011
How to make a paper heart (Good Luck)
I am a beast!! Muhahaha
Ya, I can't believe that I actually stuck to something for sixty posts.
Thats like a first.
Anyways. I would like to talk about Origami.
I know how to make a paper heart. I can teach you too!
1: Get a piece of Printer paper.
2: Grap the bottom of the paper and fold it so it's aligned with the right side, making a big fat triangle with a rectangle on it.
3: Cut off the rectangle (Even though that the rectangle REALLY wants to be a part of the heart, it has to go away. Sorry Rectangle)
4:Open up the paper, it is a square ( :) ) And then, hamburger fold it up and open it. Turn the paper 90 degrees and do the same thing, making a cross in the paper.
5: After opening the paper, fold the bottom edge to the middle crease and KEEP IT THERE
6: Turn the paper over and on both halves of the crease, fold the bottom edge to the middle crease, making two triangles
7: Turn the paper over again. There should be a little pocket on the bottom. :) Go up to the straight edge and fold that edge into the middle crease. Do it to both sides.
8: Take the top two corners of your...contraption and fold the top edges to the middle crease, making two more triangles
9: (Read the big letters) This one's tricky so read well. Take the whole top tip and bring it down to the bottom and DO NOT MAKE A CREASE. Just hold the tip down on the bottom tip, letting the middle stick up
10: So your going to have two little flappy things. Go inside the flappy things and make a crease on the crease inside, which folds the contraption in half, BUT the FLAPPY THINGS are still STICKING OUT.
11: The flappy's should look like little hoods (sort of.) Take the pointy parts in the middle of the "hoods) and fold the middle line onto the crease you made last step ago. (I'm sorry if this is confusing. I just really wanted to do this) This should make two more little triangles.
12: Now take the bottom point of the top half of the "contraption" and lift it up. Inside should be a pocket. Stick the top half and stick it in that pocket all the way til it is flat again.
13: Now go back to the very very top of your "contraption" and take the uppermost corners. The edges that you fold is only about one inch long. you take the little edges and fold them into the bottom-top edges of the little triangles that you made 2 steps ago.
ALMOST DONE
14: I you turn it over, it should practically look like a heart now, except the top points are pointy. So turn it back over and take the top pointy's and fold them down to the first horizontal crease you come to.
Then turn "your contraption" over and.....
WALLLLLLAAAAAAAA!!! It's a heart.
I doubt anyone understood my instructions, sorry about that. I hate it when I want to make something and I can't understand the instructions. So ya, if you just end up with a folded paper of some sort, GOOD JOB!!
It means you tried.
So this is to all the instruction-issued people out there (including me).
Here is just another set of instructions that you prolly won't get. lol Sorry. I just really wanted to do it
Ya, I can't believe that I actually stuck to something for sixty posts.
Thats like a first.
Anyways. I would like to talk about Origami.
I know how to make a paper heart. I can teach you too!
1: Get a piece of Printer paper.
2: Grap the bottom of the paper and fold it so it's aligned with the right side, making a big fat triangle with a rectangle on it.
3: Cut off the rectangle (Even though that the rectangle REALLY wants to be a part of the heart, it has to go away. Sorry Rectangle)
4:Open up the paper, it is a square ( :) ) And then, hamburger fold it up and open it. Turn the paper 90 degrees and do the same thing, making a cross in the paper.
5: After opening the paper, fold the bottom edge to the middle crease and KEEP IT THERE
6: Turn the paper over and on both halves of the crease, fold the bottom edge to the middle crease, making two triangles
7: Turn the paper over again. There should be a little pocket on the bottom. :) Go up to the straight edge and fold that edge into the middle crease. Do it to both sides.
8: Take the top two corners of your...contraption and fold the top edges to the middle crease, making two more triangles
9: (Read the big letters) This one's tricky so read well. Take the whole top tip and bring it down to the bottom and DO NOT MAKE A CREASE. Just hold the tip down on the bottom tip, letting the middle stick up
10: So your going to have two little flappy things. Go inside the flappy things and make a crease on the crease inside, which folds the contraption in half, BUT the FLAPPY THINGS are still STICKING OUT.
11: The flappy's should look like little hoods (sort of.) Take the pointy parts in the middle of the "hoods) and fold the middle line onto the crease you made last step ago. (I'm sorry if this is confusing. I just really wanted to do this) This should make two more little triangles.
12: Now take the bottom point of the top half of the "contraption" and lift it up. Inside should be a pocket. Stick the top half and stick it in that pocket all the way til it is flat again.
13: Now go back to the very very top of your "contraption" and take the uppermost corners. The edges that you fold is only about one inch long. you take the little edges and fold them into the bottom-top edges of the little triangles that you made 2 steps ago.
ALMOST DONE
14: I you turn it over, it should practically look like a heart now, except the top points are pointy. So turn it back over and take the top pointy's and fold them down to the first horizontal crease you come to.
Then turn "your contraption" over and.....
WALLLLLLAAAAAAAA!!! It's a heart.
I doubt anyone understood my instructions, sorry about that. I hate it when I want to make something and I can't understand the instructions. So ya, if you just end up with a folded paper of some sort, GOOD JOB!!
It means you tried.
So this is to all the instruction-issued people out there (including me).
Here is just another set of instructions that you prolly won't get. lol Sorry. I just really wanted to do it
Yessss
So I just finished my Spanish class for this quarter and I feel MUY CONTENTA (very happy).
In fact I think I should write a poem on my feelings about it:
Oh Spanish class of mine
It was fun while it lasted
But now you are terminado
My brain is officially blasted
With you, there wasn't many issues
Culture spilling in mi cabeza
No need for crying or tissues
I love the language, yes(a)
So sad that it is over
I will see you again this spring
I'll take off the cover
And soon, I'll learn to sing (in Spanish that is)
Oh clase de espanol, oh clase de espanol
Quiero para tu, hasta cuando despiertas
Entiendo como decir "Hace mucho sol."
Y "Quiero que comas."
Fin.
In fact I think I should write a poem on my feelings about it:
Oh Spanish class of mine
It was fun while it lasted
But now you are terminado
My brain is officially blasted
With you, there wasn't many issues
Culture spilling in mi cabeza
No need for crying or tissues
I love the language, yes(a)
So sad that it is over
I will see you again this spring
I'll take off the cover
And soon, I'll learn to sing (in Spanish that is)
Oh clase de espanol, oh clase de espanol
Quiero para tu, hasta cuando despiertas
Entiendo como decir "Hace mucho sol."
Y "Quiero que comas."
Fin.
Monday, March 14, 2011
I have issues
Don't we all.
I am the one with the issues of judgement. Whenever I walk into my high school, I fell like I can't really be who I am, because no one will give me a chance to show them who I really am.
I hate cliques. With a fiery passion.
All they do is hurt, kill, and DESTROY.
But who am I to say. I enjoy my times in my little gatherings of friends as well
Oh Geeze.
Why can't God communicate with us a little better.
I wish I knew what to do, what to say, what to believe. It's so hard sometimes to just get through the day without him.
I have no fancy schmancy words to explain my relationship with him. Point is, He saved me when I was in desperate need of a Savior.
His life is the only life I (try) to live for.
I want to believe fully in His saving grace and that he see's and know's everything and that he will give me wisdom if I ask in faith.
Oh the melancholy that I slump myself into.
All I can do is just....breathe.
And that is so unsettling to me.
I am the one with the issues of judgement. Whenever I walk into my high school, I fell like I can't really be who I am, because no one will give me a chance to show them who I really am.
I hate cliques. With a fiery passion.
All they do is hurt, kill, and DESTROY.
But who am I to say. I enjoy my times in my little gatherings of friends as well
Oh Geeze.
Why can't God communicate with us a little better.
I wish I knew what to do, what to say, what to believe. It's so hard sometimes to just get through the day without him.
I have no fancy schmancy words to explain my relationship with him. Point is, He saved me when I was in desperate need of a Savior.
His life is the only life I (try) to live for.
I want to believe fully in His saving grace and that he see's and know's everything and that he will give me wisdom if I ask in faith.
Oh the melancholy that I slump myself into.
All I can do is just....breathe.
And that is so unsettling to me.
The Quarter's almost over!!
Hallelujah!
This quarter has been DEATH!
But I still think that Running Start is the best. You just got to work hard and DO NOT procrastinate. (I'm talking to you, Savanna)
But ya, I feel like falling asleep. Darn you Day light savings!
This quarter has been DEATH!
But I still think that Running Start is the best. You just got to work hard and DO NOT procrastinate. (I'm talking to you, Savanna)
But ya, I feel like falling asleep. Darn you Day light savings!
Sunday, March 13, 2011
So much craziness
So ya, recently there has been a major earthquake in Japan along with huge tsunamis and nuclear plants exploding.
Usually things like this that happen don't affect me very much. Like when Haiti was struck, I didn't take it really bad.
But it is COMPLETELY different now.
I have made good friends with three awesome Japanese girls: Haruka, Akiko, and Natsumi.
They are all the sweetest people I have ever met, and they all have amazing qualities to them that make them different.
Over the last couple months as I got to know them, I really bonded with them.
And when I heard about Japan, I couldn't believe it. I thought about all their families and how they were doing.
I thought about what it would be like if I was away from home and I heard that a major earthquake hit my hometown.
So, as a present for them and as a gift to remember me by when they go back, I'm making them all hats. One purple, one brown, and one yellow. (I love the yellow one btw)
If you guys ever read this, Natsumi, Akiko, or Haruka, I love you guys and am constantly praying for ya. God is in control and I hope you get to know him more each day. :)
Usually things like this that happen don't affect me very much. Like when Haiti was struck, I didn't take it really bad.
But it is COMPLETELY different now.
I have made good friends with three awesome Japanese girls: Haruka, Akiko, and Natsumi.
They are all the sweetest people I have ever met, and they all have amazing qualities to them that make them different.
Over the last couple months as I got to know them, I really bonded with them.
And when I heard about Japan, I couldn't believe it. I thought about all their families and how they were doing.
I thought about what it would be like if I was away from home and I heard that a major earthquake hit my hometown.
So, as a present for them and as a gift to remember me by when they go back, I'm making them all hats. One purple, one brown, and one yellow. (I love the yellow one btw)
If you guys ever read this, Natsumi, Akiko, or Haruka, I love you guys and am constantly praying for ya. God is in control and I hope you get to know him more each day. :)
Wednesday, March 2, 2011
Day of Rest...or agony
So I've noticed that I have been spending WAY too much time on my laptop and all the different social networks: facebook, vyou, youtube, SOLITAIRE.
It is literally pushing me away from my one true need in life and that is God.
I've become so raptured in thinking "Oh, I wonder if anyone has asked me a question on vyou." and "Oh, I wonder who's on facebook."
So today, I promised God that I would dedicate my whole day to just Him. No vyou, no facebook, no youtube, and yes...no solitaire.
Even as I sit here studying spanish, I can't help thinking, "Oh why don't you just check your facebook. Just check to see if anyone has asked you questions..."
GAHH!!! LALALALALA I CAN'T HEAR YOU!!! THIS IS GOD'S DAY!!
It's so hard, and so easy to just give in. But what helps me remember to stay on track is that the more I'm with God the happier and better I do in life. I get nothing done when I'm focused on the social things in life. He makes me happy and He lights my path.
I'm all together a better person when I put all the junk behind me.
Besides, I know that I should rejoice when troubles and temptations are hitting me hard. Sounds SOO cheesy, but I believe it. It strengthens my character, and my character strengthens my hope in salvation.
He alone saves.
He alone is the answer to the world's problems.
So God this day and all the rest are for you. I'm going to fight to keep you in my life.
:)
It is literally pushing me away from my one true need in life and that is God.
I've become so raptured in thinking "Oh, I wonder if anyone has asked me a question on vyou." and "Oh, I wonder who's on facebook."
So today, I promised God that I would dedicate my whole day to just Him. No vyou, no facebook, no youtube, and yes...no solitaire.
Even as I sit here studying spanish, I can't help thinking, "Oh why don't you just check your facebook. Just check to see if anyone has asked you questions..."
GAHH!!! LALALALALA I CAN'T HEAR YOU!!! THIS IS GOD'S DAY!!
It's so hard, and so easy to just give in. But what helps me remember to stay on track is that the more I'm with God the happier and better I do in life. I get nothing done when I'm focused on the social things in life. He makes me happy and He lights my path.
I'm all together a better person when I put all the junk behind me.
Besides, I know that I should rejoice when troubles and temptations are hitting me hard. Sounds SOO cheesy, but I believe it. It strengthens my character, and my character strengthens my hope in salvation.
He alone saves.
He alone is the answer to the world's problems.
So God this day and all the rest are for you. I'm going to fight to keep you in my life.
:)
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