Rollercoaster. woo. hoo.

*Sigh*

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I'm tired. Of course I'm always tired, but I started taking this vitamin that helps me stay awake. Woo hoo.

I know I'm a girl and all (good thing to) and that girls have whirling emotions. But there are days when I really wish that I could stay feeling something for more than 20 minutes before I turn all dull and sad.

GAHG!

Anyways, ya. Yesterday was one of those days that I was like really happy in the morning, the afternoon I got kinda sad, and then at night I slowly declined to a sense of indifference.

THATS THE WORST OF ALL!!!!!!

Guys don't understand. Girls LIVE and BREATH on emotions and when they are just not there, then what do we do?

WE GET DEPRESSED!

Its a vicious cycle and it happens all the time. Thats why we call our friends just to have someone to cry to for absolutely no reason and they understand. That's why we get mad at guys all the time, because guys don't understand.

It's a trick for the dudes, cause you can NEVER know what it's about because we cry for no reason at all except that we just feel the need to.

I don't understand it sometimes, and I get annoyed at some girls for blaming it on the dudes for not understanding when it's not their fault at all.

Girls need to realize that you guys are just not the emotional geniuses that the fairy tales depict you guys as. Sorry about that. That's a lot of RESPONSIBILITY on your shoulders.

I don't know why I write this to guys cause no one reads this blog except my friend (who's a girl) Savanna.

like I said earlier, this has sorta become a diary.

Ya, since I'm still fasting Facebook and TV I might write a second blog about that right after this one cause I got time. hahahaha

bye!