omg VLOGGING!!

So I have started a video blog (i.e., vlog) on youtube. It is very addicting!!

I think that that is more my style because I can express myself more openly so ya'll should check it out at http://www.youtube.com/user/TheGURRgurrl

So ya. BYE!

Finally Summertime

So we made IT!! its already the first day of summer and I'm already sunburnt. haha thanks to savanna and her badminton. That was awesome.

Ya me and a whole bunch of others went to her house and played games and swam in her pool and it was amazing awesome!!

I love exclamation points...

But ya so I got Mr. Bracher to hug me! You see I made a deal with him at like the beginning of the year that if he let us use our calculators on a test then I would give him snapple (his favorite drink of all time. It's all we ever see him drink. Interesting....)

But ya I completely bailed on it even when he let us use our calculators and he always joked to me "Hey Haley! where's my snapple?"

I would say "Bringing it tomorrow..." When really i bought it a week before school ended and even then I was like "Don't worry, bringing it tomorrow."

He laughed at me. mocking. HA HA HA

But ya, on the very last day, I brought him a six pack of snapple (in glass bottles or it wouldn't be snapple of course) and he did something amazing.

He got up, laughing, and side hugged me!!

I FEEL SO HONORED!! He said that He would never forget me!

AW I love ya Mr. Bracher. Too bad I won't be taking Pre-cal with ya next year.

But ya. It's almost 1 in the morning and I'm really tired but I promise to blog more so YAH!!

God bless you and I love you all!

Inspiration TAKE ME AWAY

So I was inspired to blog after watching amazing phil for the last 30 minutes.

Haha so my cat did the funniest thing today. He waved his paw and wacked my nose. I was extatic.

But what I also want to discuss was why I only got a 94% on my LOTF project?!!

I worked so hard!! do you know how long that video took me. it was so hard just to get it saved. But thank God for Natalie Christenson or else my bootie would have been in big trouble. haha

But ya. Fail Mrs. McCrady. But I still love you. not like you blog anyway. the only person that actually reads this blog is savanna (LOVE YA SNICKELS) but ya if there is some unknown reader I would appreciate it if you said hey!

But no creepers please. cause my dad's a cop....nuf said...

So schools gonna be out in 2 stinkin days!1

but I was talking to savanna today and she was like "Ya this week is like going as fast as a snail." And I was like "totally."

She's the funny one in this friendship.

But ya I have my economics final tomorrow which everyone in my class is like really freaking out over when I'm like "Hey...its all gooooood."

But the awesome thing is that I can't even study cause Talia (darn you. YEt love you all at the same time) left my study cards in Mr. Bracher's room (which he probably put in the shredder because I always fail to remember to get his snapple. He gabbed about it today and I was like "DUDE!! I'LL GET THE DARN SNAPPLE!" wow this is a really long parentheses)

So ya. Lotsa stuff done. I made my schedule for running start (I'M GONNA DIE UNDER HOMEWORK!) which is pre-cal, english, and american government. ugh. But God will help me!! YES AMEN.

So ya. love ya one and all

SO STRESSFUL

I'm completely stressed out right now! Its the end of my sophomore year and I'm pretty sure that all the teachers are just trying to cram in as much homework as they can.

Its like they are the magic puppeteers and we are the lonely-wishful-thinking Pinocchio's. (I still don't understand why his nose grows when he lies.)

Anyways, I've been trying to get a job because my dad gave me the ultimatum that "No job, then no car. No car, no running start. No running start, then sucks for you. *smiley face*"

IT SUCKS

And i also have to read great expectations by this monday. UGH.

So my water's boiling and I have to get ready for my concert. So I gtg. But it feels nice to vent. So YA.

I'm stressed but I LOVE YOU!

new music, new AWESOMENESS...or something along those lines

For my band class, we are practicing songs for our spring concert on June 2nd. I play the flute. Its STINKING AWESOME!!!

Ok. I'm over dramatizing it a bit. But we are playing these pretty epic songs. Like just looking at the names of the songs are SO IRRESTIBLY SEXY. jk

There's "Toccatta for band" (YUM!)
"Mancini Magic" (eye candy!)
"By Loch and Mountain" (I can smell Gerard Butler already)
and "Bugler's Holiday" (....ok that one's lame)

They are the songs that I will have stuck in my head until the day i die.

Also, I think today was the first day that I failed or did really really bad on a math test! *sigh*

I told Mr. Bracher and he was depressed. not really but he was like *sigh*

Also I'm learning how to play the guitar. Its pretty epic.

epic...I love that word. It's so EPICALLY EPIC!! DAHHH!! ITS!!! JUST!!! SO!!! EPIC!!!

ok enough with that. so for my english project after reading Lord of the Flies (I sorta recommend it but I also don't. Its pretty epically creepy) and I am writing a song about it about how English boys can go epically crazy!!

I cried in that book.

Darn Great Expectations. so boring.

Anyways I just finished writing the lyrics but I just need to put the right chords to the epically creepy part where I go from "la de la" to "OH NO JAAAAAACK!! YOUR OUT OF WAAAAAACK!!!" and those are actually the lyrics too.

OMG Lee Dewyze is so epic and hot!! I have never been into American Idol this bad since Carrie Underwood!!

I love his voice with a passion that burns on the precipice of my inner soul that makes me want to sing to the hills around me!!

ok not that big, but he is just seriously amazing at singing and I love his personality. But at the same time, Justin Beiber sang his "Baby! Baby! Baby OOOOOH!" song. and I'm like "Dude stop flirting with the 25 year olds! your legs aren't even hairy yet. Get a scooter and get a life."

Geeze! child stars these days.

Speaking of child stars, I was on the radio this morning. No autographs please.

haha jk

the likes

The more I talk to him, the more I like him. Although, he has a little trouble starting conversations, he's still REALLY nice and has a good heart.


I'm always afraid that I'm annoying him somehow by my endless babble.

I just wish that he could show me some sign that he is at least interested in being my friend too. He's really sweet! :)

I'm pretty sure that he has never had a girlfriend or anything (just an observation) and I've never been in a relationship either. So does it fit? Do we work?

I want to know him more. I'm not gonna force it out of him. I'm not going to be the one that chases after him. If he likes me, then he should chase him after me.

I'm going to attempt the hard-to-get person. Not too hard. Just hard enough to get him out of his comfort zone.

He has some really good dreams. to go on a mission to alaska to build a summer camp and help with troubled teens. His heart for God, puts me at ease somehow.

For now I will admire him from afar, and be his friend cause God knows I need to start having guy friends.

And if it turns into something else, so be it.

So if you ever read this, mr. man I'm writing about, I like you. :) Lets be friends. I want to get to know you and hang out with you. just getting it out. :) I admire all the things you aspire to do. I'm so happy that you are so interested in music, cause thats a big bonus. You are very sweet and nice and I hope that you can come to see me as a friend too. Keep on loving God, and be yourself. Don't change because of other people. Your great just the way you are. :)

Stay

Verse 1:
As I walk through the halls
I know you're walking right beside me
When I feel so alone
You wisper in my ear

Verse 2:
When my pillow is soaked with my tears
You're sitting there capturing them in your hands
When I'm singing to you
You dance to the melody
You never leave me

Chorus:
Even if I run and hide,
You seek me, You know where I am
Even if my bed is made in darkness
You make your bed there too
When I doubt and curse and run away
You say to me "I'll never leave you.
No matter what you say, I stay."

Verse 3:
Your presence, it surrounds me
Everywhere, anywhere that I go
Your hand is holding mine
Ever trusting guide

Verse 4:
I cry out your name
To help me, to save me from the enemy
You gird your waist and take your sword
And fight the battle for me
You never leave me
(Chorus)

Bridge:
I stay, I hold your hand
I carry you through the dryest season
I stay, because my death was not in vain
It was for you, I died to be with you
I will always love you
I stay, I stay
(Chorus)

Ending:
I want you here
I want you here
Stay here with me, Jesus
You're welcome here
Please stay, be near
No matter what I say

Stay.


~Written and Composed by Haley D. Gurr

:)