Inspiration TAKE ME AWAY

So I was inspired to blog after watching amazing phil for the last 30 minutes.

Haha so my cat did the funniest thing today. He waved his paw and wacked my nose. I was extatic.

But what I also want to discuss was why I only got a 94% on my LOTF project?!!

I worked so hard!! do you know how long that video took me. it was so hard just to get it saved. But thank God for Natalie Christenson or else my bootie would have been in big trouble. haha

But ya. Fail Mrs. McCrady. But I still love you. not like you blog anyway. the only person that actually reads this blog is savanna (LOVE YA SNICKELS) but ya if there is some unknown reader I would appreciate it if you said hey!

But no creepers please. cause my dad's a cop....nuf said...

So schools gonna be out in 2 stinkin days!1

but I was talking to savanna today and she was like "Ya this week is like going as fast as a snail." And I was like "totally."

She's the funny one in this friendship.

But ya I have my economics final tomorrow which everyone in my class is like really freaking out over when I'm like "Hey...its all gooooood."

But the awesome thing is that I can't even study cause Talia (darn you. YEt love you all at the same time) left my study cards in Mr. Bracher's room (which he probably put in the shredder because I always fail to remember to get his snapple. He gabbed about it today and I was like "DUDE!! I'LL GET THE DARN SNAPPLE!" wow this is a really long parentheses)

So ya. Lotsa stuff done. I made my schedule for running start (I'M GONNA DIE UNDER HOMEWORK!) which is pre-cal, english, and american government. ugh. But God will help me!! YES AMEN.

So ya. love ya one and all

SO STRESSFUL

I'm completely stressed out right now! Its the end of my sophomore year and I'm pretty sure that all the teachers are just trying to cram in as much homework as they can.

Its like they are the magic puppeteers and we are the lonely-wishful-thinking Pinocchio's. (I still don't understand why his nose grows when he lies.)

Anyways, I've been trying to get a job because my dad gave me the ultimatum that "No job, then no car. No car, no running start. No running start, then sucks for you. *smiley face*"

IT SUCKS

And i also have to read great expectations by this monday. UGH.

So my water's boiling and I have to get ready for my concert. So I gtg. But it feels nice to vent. So YA.

I'm stressed but I LOVE YOU!

new music, new AWESOMENESS...or something along those lines

For my band class, we are practicing songs for our spring concert on June 2nd. I play the flute. Its STINKING AWESOME!!!

Ok. I'm over dramatizing it a bit. But we are playing these pretty epic songs. Like just looking at the names of the songs are SO IRRESTIBLY SEXY. jk

There's "Toccatta for band" (YUM!)
"Mancini Magic" (eye candy!)
"By Loch and Mountain" (I can smell Gerard Butler already)
and "Bugler's Holiday" (....ok that one's lame)

They are the songs that I will have stuck in my head until the day i die.

Also, I think today was the first day that I failed or did really really bad on a math test! *sigh*

I told Mr. Bracher and he was depressed. not really but he was like *sigh*

Also I'm learning how to play the guitar. Its pretty epic.

epic...I love that word. It's so EPICALLY EPIC!! DAHHH!! ITS!!! JUST!!! SO!!! EPIC!!!

ok enough with that. so for my english project after reading Lord of the Flies (I sorta recommend it but I also don't. Its pretty epically creepy) and I am writing a song about it about how English boys can go epically crazy!!

I cried in that book.

Darn Great Expectations. so boring.

Anyways I just finished writing the lyrics but I just need to put the right chords to the epically creepy part where I go from "la de la" to "OH NO JAAAAAACK!! YOUR OUT OF WAAAAAACK!!!" and those are actually the lyrics too.

OMG Lee Dewyze is so epic and hot!! I have never been into American Idol this bad since Carrie Underwood!!

I love his voice with a passion that burns on the precipice of my inner soul that makes me want to sing to the hills around me!!

ok not that big, but he is just seriously amazing at singing and I love his personality. But at the same time, Justin Beiber sang his "Baby! Baby! Baby OOOOOH!" song. and I'm like "Dude stop flirting with the 25 year olds! your legs aren't even hairy yet. Get a scooter and get a life."

Geeze! child stars these days.

Speaking of child stars, I was on the radio this morning. No autographs please.

haha jk

the likes

The more I talk to him, the more I like him. Although, he has a little trouble starting conversations, he's still REALLY nice and has a good heart.


I'm always afraid that I'm annoying him somehow by my endless babble.

I just wish that he could show me some sign that he is at least interested in being my friend too. He's really sweet! :)

I'm pretty sure that he has never had a girlfriend or anything (just an observation) and I've never been in a relationship either. So does it fit? Do we work?

I want to know him more. I'm not gonna force it out of him. I'm not going to be the one that chases after him. If he likes me, then he should chase him after me.

I'm going to attempt the hard-to-get person. Not too hard. Just hard enough to get him out of his comfort zone.

He has some really good dreams. to go on a mission to alaska to build a summer camp and help with troubled teens. His heart for God, puts me at ease somehow.

For now I will admire him from afar, and be his friend cause God knows I need to start having guy friends.

And if it turns into something else, so be it.

So if you ever read this, mr. man I'm writing about, I like you. :) Lets be friends. I want to get to know you and hang out with you. just getting it out. :) I admire all the things you aspire to do. I'm so happy that you are so interested in music, cause thats a big bonus. You are very sweet and nice and I hope that you can come to see me as a friend too. Keep on loving God, and be yourself. Don't change because of other people. Your great just the way you are. :)

Stay

Verse 1:
As I walk through the halls
I know you're walking right beside me
When I feel so alone
You wisper in my ear

Verse 2:
When my pillow is soaked with my tears
You're sitting there capturing them in your hands
When I'm singing to you
You dance to the melody
You never leave me

Chorus:
Even if I run and hide,
You seek me, You know where I am
Even if my bed is made in darkness
You make your bed there too
When I doubt and curse and run away
You say to me "I'll never leave you.
No matter what you say, I stay."

Verse 3:
Your presence, it surrounds me
Everywhere, anywhere that I go
Your hand is holding mine
Ever trusting guide

Verse 4:
I cry out your name
To help me, to save me from the enemy
You gird your waist and take your sword
And fight the battle for me
You never leave me
(Chorus)

Bridge:
I stay, I hold your hand
I carry you through the dryest season
I stay, because my death was not in vain
It was for you, I died to be with you
I will always love you
I stay, I stay
(Chorus)

Ending:
I want you here
I want you here
Stay here with me, Jesus
You're welcome here
Please stay, be near
No matter what I say

Stay.


~Written and Composed by Haley D. Gurr

:)

sucker

Yah so savanna was right. I'm a sucker for surveys.


What do you wanna be when you grow up?
~ I want to make a difference in people's lives i guess. married, a job that I'm happy with and doing music. <3


Do you have a crush on anyone?
~ sigh......

What's the prettiest part of your body?
~ my FACE. nah jk its actually my eyes. they are BAALUUUEE!

Do you think you'll ever get married?
~ i would like to think so.

What do you want your wedding song to be?
~ There's a couple. Are you ready?...: "You are so Beautiful" by Danny Gokey, "I must've done something right" by Relient K, "Daughters of Jerusalem" by...someone. there's more but hey. I'm 16. I have a while to think about this stuff

If you could go anywhere in the world right now, where would you go?
~ Australia. to see my awesome cousin rock her internship. And...plus...Gerard Butler and Keith Urban are from there. Duh.

If you were stranded on a desert island,what 2 things would you take with u?
~ my friends so I wouldn't be lonely, and my cats so I would have something to eat...and to keep me company as well

Movie you wished you had starred in?
~ not too much into acting. I like being part of the setup.

Who is the coolest person you know?
~ Dang.... probably Beth Grommesch. She's insanely cool and I can always ask her for advice. Savanna Nickels because she is dang funny and I've always been envious of her talents and happiness

Who do you know of that you wanna meet, but you've never met?
~ hahahaha yep and I hope he never reads this. and Third Day and Bethany Dillion.

Whats the best class you ever took?
~ I don't know. I'm really looking forward to French next year

Is there someone that you cant stop thinking about that doesnt know it?
~ I don't ALWAYS think about him/her. but that would be stupid and juvenile. Amen

what song is in your head right now?
~ "Love don't live here anymore" by Lady Antebellum

What did you eat for breakfast this morning?
~ toast and my moms homemade, coffee-maker-made coffee.

Do you love your mom?
~ insanely

Do you love your dad?
~ yes even though he can be difficult

Do you love your siblings?
~ yes, even though I am probably really impatient with them

Do you get along better with men or women?
~ I can get along with just about everyone, whether guy or girl. but I mostly talk to girls.

smooth or crunchy?
~ crunchy. how I like my PB

White or wheat?
~ white. my stepmom is afraid I'll die from white bread poisoning because apparently they have DEADLY toxins in them to make them white...

Aliens or Ghosts?
~ um...I love avatar so definately blue, tall aliens

Favorite movie?
~ I LOVE Pride and Prejudice but there's more

favorite drink?
~ iced tea. not sweet or watery. nice and STRONG. how I like my men. hahaha jk

Favorite city?
~ that town in Pennsylvania with all the Amish. Its SO pretty!

Favorite store?
~ Marshalls, American Eagle, Ross, and JC Penny's

Addictions?
~ writing songs lately.... Its wierd

Favorite food?
~ I love peach bubble tea. and Outback side caesar salads

Favorite animal?
~ SAVE THE WHALES

Think of a number between 1 and 10.
~ 9?

Have you ever been to mexico?
~ .....I hear that as soon as the freeway hits mexico it turns into a dirt road. haha so racist. jk. I've always wondered. If I snuck into mexico would I be an illegal immigrant? oh snap!! there I go again!

Do you obssess over little things?
~ yes.

Do you have any tatoos?
~ "I disected a worm once."

Do you have any peircings?
~ my little, lopsided ears.

What is your ethnic background?
~ Svedish (the blood of vikings!) and Hungarian.

Have you ever broken anyones heart?
~ Oh ya. PLAYAAA!!!

Has anyone ever broken your heart?
~ ya. but that was junior high. I was stupid. and short

Do you refer to anyone as "the one that got away"?
~ i call my cats that all the time

Republican or democrat?
~ SHUT UP!!!!!

what's your favorite word?
~ epic.... =)

what's your favorite restaurant?
~ Olivers. because the lady there knows me by my hairdo and what I order. A classic turkey sandwich and a peach bubble tea.

What color are your underwear right now?
~ green with white hearts.....is it wierd that I know that?

If you could join one band, what would it be?
~ START MY OWN

Favorite male vocalist?
~ I have to agree with savanna that the lead singer of Capital lights but I personally love Mac Powell. his voice is uhhh....delicious?

Favorite female vocalist?
~ I love Kim Walker

Favorite body part on a guy/girl?
~ I love the eyes. and if you have dimples.. BONUS

What your ideal mate should look like?
~ I don't know.... someone that isn't too cute cause then I would feel like I would have to compete with him whenever we went anywhere

What your ideal mate should act like?
~ A funny guy that acts himself all the time that loves God, loves me, and someone I could call my best friend.

Do you love yourself?
~ somethimes.

Do you love your friends?
~ OMG. you have no idea!

The vague past of the future

Yep thats right. soon enough, not long from now, I will start growing gray hair (If i grow any at all) and my teeth will fall out (oh wait.....they're already doing that) and I will have desperate dimensia (....gotcha. that hasn't happened to me yet.)

I went job hunting, officially taking flight from the nest of living under the finacial umbrella of my parental units.

I probably applied to 782,983,669,286,687,278,898,264 different places. And thats just in the span of about 20 miles from my moms to my dads.

I keep on wanting to say "I signed up at this place..."

BAD FORM is what my mum says. you don't say "sign up" you say "apply".

OH GOSH!!

Why is it that I am an idiot when it comes to living life but I'm really good at Algebra 2?

Darn you Mr. Bracher!

And you can thank my low self esteem to my dad. He always says I act like my heads in the clouds and don't have life skills.

YAY FOR MY SELF ESTEEM.

anyways this ones short.